haix..

me n qs brk edi lorh..
we 2 relationship jus las 4 1month n 29 days onli..

i reli dunno y..

after brkup wif him..

felt like i also gt a bit like him lu..

bt nw i also dun wn cpl edi..

i felt me n him nw b fren also veli hapi..

ws say he stil gt love me..

mayb gua..

he cpl wif me also his 1st love i hurt him too much edi..

haix..

~sorry~so sry to him..

bt i felt me n him reli cant continue edi..

our relationship too bad..
n goin to holiday edi..
relationship will bcome more worst..

so jus end ba..

nw aaron love me..
i reli duno hw to do..

yesterday he gt accident i dun blieve him..

i reli hope he cn giv up me..

cuz i gt 75% sure i wont accept him at the end..

i reli dun hav any feel tat i wn cpl..

yesterday his fren romeo n his bro use his phone cal me..

ask me many question..

n tel me aaron cry la..

bla bla bla..

n ask me gt love aaron??

wn cpl wif him..?

many tis type of question.

bt i felt nw sure many ppl thought i veli bad edi..

make till aaron like tis..

jus like his bro n his fren romeo..

sure kep thinkin i hurtin aaron edi..

other ppl sure think i plyin aaron..

haix..

yesterday i edi tel aaron le..

at night tat time cal him giv up me..

we 2 argue...

bt tis morning he stil dun wn giv up..

haix..

i reli dun wn hurt him..

hope he dun wn continue le..

i reli wait 4 his 1 word..

i wn he say tat he giv up me edi..

dun waste my time on me edi le..

i reli nt thinkin to cpl..

pls..

i dun wn hurt any1..

brk season??

haiz...may thing happen lorh.. angie n aaron gt prb, chan n crystal also gt prb..haiz..wat is tis brk season?suan le ba..

misz ya..^^

yesterday no skul..damn miss him.. haiz.. stay at house so borin.. wat also cannt do.. at nught me cry edi.. 1st time cry cause him.. me thik bac me n him 1 month 4 days edi..nth special jus 2gether like even a fren also nt.. haiz.. at skul no talk, at home no sms, on9 no saw hgim..cause his mum dun let him on9 edi, miz him no his pic..haiz..me wat also cannt do.. reli suffer when wif him..2days at skul=mon n tues wat also no talk jus say bb n u wan go where.. haiz.. tat all,, me didn felt he bad wif me..even he nt always talk wif me,bt me felt he gud to me wor..cause no bully me tis la tat.. jus he cant giv me things tat i reli expect..me didn scare anythin jus scare me cannt tahan edi then go brk wif him..me reli goin to cannt tahan edi..bt wat cn i do..haiz.jus giv him sumtime ba..me also dun wan brk wif him de..

n3w pic...~~~

jealous..~dissapointed..~

2day when las period tat time is pj then me n ws too borin so go jalan-jalan lo..
then saw aaron aaron tel me qishen mayb wil come me reli hapi bt me koe tat nt real..
reli hard to belive if he reli come..
then when go bac to bac door tat time brandon n christine so sweet..
ws gt ahhon, angie gt aaron, xinyi even nt yet cpl wif wenjiun , wenjiun also teman her..
me alone..he no come..
me saw them also wil jealous de la.
.me also a human ma..
all so sweet me..
reli cant tahan edi la...
wan cry le.. y he like tis de..
pls try to giv me wat i wan la... sad lo..
haiz..

heart goin to break edi..!!

Nowadays,less talk wif him edi..
we 2 jus say bb n tat all...
no say other thing le..
my heart reli goin to brk in half edi..
i sure tat i love him bt..
i dunno wat his feeling..
reli hard to understand..
i also felt like gt some type of walls or wat block me n him...
reli reli hard to contact..
me reli suffer~ i reli dunno he gt act me as his gf or nt..
me in his heart is wat location..?
at top? at bottom? best fren? girlfren? fren? enemy or wat..??
if reli continue like tis me reli goin to brk wif him edi..
jus like wasting my time..
bt me dun wan to hurt him..
tat time when me jus cpl wif him..
me think me n him de relationship wil las long..
bt nw me dun think so..
if he reli like me then prove out la..
me reli dun wan to brk wif him..
he treat me reli gud, no bully me..
bt the only prb is..
he didn prove out n didn talk wif me..
we 2 oledi no phone le..
stil no talk.. aaron cal me go talk to him..
nt boys find me talk de mie..?
y me goin to find him..?
even me wif him also diam diam de...
sumtime me also felt like when me is lonely or sad..
he nt bside me de..
pls la.. me reli dun wan to hurt u.. n dun wan continue hurt myself also..~

nowadays so many things happen...

nowadays so many thing happen... crystal de thing..haiz when i see crystal like tat me veli sad lo....y suddenly everything change le..
wk....??? jun ...? all tis things thing make me so fan.....wat happen...i 2day suddenly write blog sure bcause something de lo..tat xboyfren lo.. haiz suddenly so misz him le.. long time no so hapi wif him le...2day me, ws, peic , crystal, chan, ch**h, tian liang, han fong ply gum.. hah so hapi lo.. me put gum at chan tianliang n ch**h there..haha but they also put bac me..some kena hands some kena FACE lol...damn..me n him 2day is ply mos hapi de..... long time no so hapi le... but i put at his hands he also no reaction de la..act me nth...suan le...also 习惯le...

qs veli good lo... help me.. but aaron say jus got 1 way to help onli..tat is couple wif qs then tell wk n jun i couple le..make them 死心...then i everyday nid to walk talk wif him lo..but i dunno wan accept or not... aaron n qb also callme accept..haiz so fan.. now jus ws aaron qb qs koe onli...cant leh other people koe le.... if not all plan banish le.. haiz

so sad lo... !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!烦 ..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!