heart goin to break edi..!!

Nowadays,less talk wif him edi..
we 2 jus say bb n tat all...
no say other thing le..
my heart reli goin to brk in half edi..
i sure tat i love him bt..
i dunno wat his feeling..
reli hard to understand..
i also felt like gt some type of walls or wat block me n him...
reli reli hard to contact..
me reli suffer~ i reli dunno he gt act me as his gf or nt..
me in his heart is wat location..?
at top? at bottom? best fren? girlfren? fren? enemy or wat..??
if reli continue like tis me reli goin to brk wif him edi..
jus like wasting my time..
bt me dun wan to hurt him..
tat time when me jus cpl wif him..
me think me n him de relationship wil las long..
bt nw me dun think so..
if he reli like me then prove out la..
me reli dun wan to brk wif him..
he treat me reli gud, no bully me..
bt the only prb is..
he didn prove out n didn talk wif me..
we 2 oledi no phone le..
stil no talk.. aaron cal me go talk to him..
nt boys find me talk de mie..?
y me goin to find him..?
even me wif him also diam diam de...
sumtime me also felt like when me is lonely or sad..
he nt bside me de..
pls la.. me reli dun wan to hurt u.. n dun wan continue hurt myself also..~