something bad tat suprise me...~

chan 2day say he wan tell me something... he ask me dun wan2 cry...then i promise him..thenhe tell me tat chuah tell him tat he no felt with me liao...but y he dont broke with me ....i felt veli qi guai...haizz.....then chan ask me y i avoid chuah when i see him..then i tell him everything he ask me...i als odunno wat chuah thinking....when chan tell me all these thing, i fell like i wan to cry liao... but idunno y i no cry...i no mayb is chuah fault but i didn blame him... wat am i thinking...???!!! i now also dunno who i am...!!!i angry at myself with no reason...haizz...after all tis thing i think tat i wan break with him liao....but i dunno y i couldn say out i even think also never think about it...haizz..i feel like suddenly no mood liao...but wat my choice...?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!